Tuesday, March 20, 2012 § 2 Comments
My blog is already a year old, would you believe? I still can remember how I paired numerous words to create a name for the blog, how I looked for a theme that matched what I had in mind, and how I drafted the first entry. I’m super meticulous, so it took me a lot of time to accomplish these. In fact, even the trivial things made me debate with myself several times.
Oh, how time flies!
To my dear readers, thank you, thank you for sticking around. Could you keep coming back for another year? I’ve got more to share.
To those who got here via keyword searches, I hope you found what you needed to find.
And to those who just got here, thanks for dropping by. Please feel free to explore the blog. And maybe the following entries could give you a good start:
- Prayer of a single woman
- Dear Wisdom
- “3 Idiots” is no idiot
- A Self-Interview
- What I learned about living by faith not by sight
Everything started with my desire to share myself, and gladly I’d say that my purpose for the blog remains the same—to inspire, encourage, and, maybe, entertain people with my realizations, observations, and stories. Hopefully, the blog will continue to live out what it was created to do in the coming years.
Thank you, Jesus, for the inspirations! Please bless my art. All this is for your glory.
Saturday, March 17, 2012 § Leave a comment
I wouldn’t ask if you ever prayed for something—and prayed for it real hard—and nothing happened, because I pretty much know what you’d say. We all have unanswered prayers, don’t we? And let’s be honest, we don’t welcome unanswered prayers with loud rejoicing and colorful banners and merrymaking. We welcome them with griping and questioning and some more griping.
I find those reactions quite natural, though, because really, how would we reconcile the existence of unanswered prayers with the biblical truth that God hears and answers prayers?
But unanswered prayers do happen. In fact, the Bible explicitly warns us that God won’t answer our prayers if we have:
- unrepented sins (Isaiah 59:1-2),
- selfish motives (James 4:3),
- unbelief (James 1:5-7),
- unforgiveness (Mark 11:25),
- unresolved marital conflicts (1 Peter 3:7).
Aware of this truth, many of us make sure all these hindrances have been addressed when we meet with God. And when we think there are no longer roadblocks between our prayers and Him, we get confident we will get answers. But realistically, there are times that simply we won’t have them.
Sometimes He doesn’t give what we pray for.
Sometimes He even chooses not to respond.
Sometimes He chooses to just be silent.
And this we have a hard time accepting because it goes against what we know of as praying. Sadly, we’ve reduced praying to asking things from God and getting them—immediately.
What we sometimes don’t realize is that meeting our prayers is not the only way God answers. Many times, even His silence—His seeming inaction and purposeful delays included—is an answer in itself.
Because it is during His silence that we learn to cling more to God, to grow more familiar with His principles and leadings, to wrestle with Him until finally we understand what sovereignty means. It is at this moment that He shapes our desires according to His desires so that we can fully see the wisdom in surrendering to His will.
Because in the midst of non-answers, He certainly can assure us that even if things unravel at the seams and yes, even if He remains silent when we ask from Him, He doesn’t turn a deaf ear. He hears. He sees the big picture, and so He knows just the right answer to every one of our prayers.
Friday, March 2, 2012 § Leave a comment
I’ve been asking God a lot of things lately — things that deeply concern me. Finally, he answered. During my quiet time yesterday, He led me to Psalms 32, 33, and 86, where His love was described as unfailing and abounding. God was clearly comforting me with the knowledge of His love; it’s as if He was saying, “I love you. My love is enough. Because you know I love you, you can rest. You can rest in my love.”
This is what I imagine our conversations have looked like:
Me: Lord, I want this.
God: I love you.
Me: Lord, I want to go to this.
God: I love you.
Me: Lord, I’m afraid. Please direct my steps.
God: I love you.
Me: Lord, can you hear me?
God: I love you.
Isn’t that sweet? God obviously matches my concerns with His love. He wants me to focus not on my situation but to look instead on the magnitude of His affection. I’ve been a Christian long enough that His love for me has sort of become a platitude, a very familiar concept. So God now is reminding me by refreshing my attitude toward His love. He wants me to digest it like a sumptuous meal I’ve never tasted before.
Yes, I have needs. Yes, I have desires. But God’s love is enough to cover all those and more. And this makes me realize that knowing His love is far more important than pursuing other things. Because I know He loves me, I can sit back and trust with renewed vigor.
Now, isn’t God’s love the greatest and most comforting answer to my pleas? I know it is, because it’s that one thing that can truly and sufficiently sustain me. It’s what I really need and, in my heart of hearts, desire.